lately, i got so many work that need my attention.. hmm.. that's the price that i hd to pay for graduate.. ^_^
rather than that, i could say the previous february was my 'lucky' month cz i'm able to know what actually happened in my surrounding and my circle.. well, its great as i get to know what actually happened, that i dun even really know.. huh..!! i'm surprising with those discovery.. (hey, can i use this word??).. well, its hurt u'know.. really hurting me and makes me down.. i'm so depress with all that.. somehow, i'm trying to be cool and i'm pretending like nothing had happen.. (i'm not a good actress k.. so many of my friends get to know that somethng had happened to me.. haha.. action speaks louder than words..).. i'm fail in hiding my feeling.. (someone plz help me..help ur lousy-helpless friend here..)..
oh.. before i forgot, i wanna say thanks for my pals, who had already exposed the truths, thank you so much.. thanks for let me feel like that.. (God, i had assume that there are no best - friends - ever in this world.. there are no such things.. err,it is true??).. sorry cz i cannot be as good as you want me too.. dun worry, i'll keep those secret with me.. i'm good at keeping a secret and you know that..
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this entry was being typed after 5 days of the real circumstances had begun.. still sad, still down, feeling re-bound, till i had change my perseption towards the value of friendship..!!! and i dun know.. theres lots of work that i need my attention but i just can focus on that.. ibm's, amazon's case, e-mrktg and even softskills.. my God.. and tomorrow i hv an exam.. hopefully i manage to study well and answer it.. (how i wish i could need a life now..)
HAVING FRIENDS ARE GREAT BUT THEY ARE NOT YOUR BACK-BONE...!!!
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